God, please give me a sign.

This is not funny anymore, it's freaky and creepy. I don't want to wake up every time jumping out of bed just to check the time so I don't have to sleep anymore. Yes, at first it was kind of a confident booster to me but now it has gotten way out of hand. I want it to stop please, God. These dreams, these dreams, what are they? A sign? Are you trying to tell me something? Or are you just punishing me for not doing my five daily prayers and not being a good Muslim? O God, please give me a sign. Something.. Anything. Three nights, in a row. This is killing me.

"O Allah, place light in my heart, light in my tongue, light in my hearing, light in my sight, light behind me, light in front of me, light on my right, light on my left, light above me and light below me; place light in my sinew in my flesh, in my blood, in my hair, in my skin, place light in my soul and make light abundant for me; make me light and grant me light. Amin."

Your servant,
Amalina Thaqifah Lavocah