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Heyya sexy people!

Sorry for the lack of updates, I haven't been online due to the home work given by teachers and such. But besides that, all is well. Just finished my speech for the student coucillor election, which means now I gotta write it down and practice it! Knowing that I'm giving this specific speech in front of more than 300 people is just nerve wrecking. God willing, I will pull through. To be frank, I am a bit disappointed in myself. Why? Because I have not been studying hard lately. To say that I have not been studying at all will be wrong because I have. It's just that I feel like I haven't been studying enough. But insyaAllah, all of that is going to change. I'm going to push myself to study harder. Sometimes, I think that's what everybody needs, a little push.

With just a blink of an eye it's already going to be February. Doesn't time just fly nowadays? I mean, suddenly it's already 2010. So far 2010 welcomed me with open arms, I feel like I'm a whole new different person. Mentally, physically, academically and spiritually. Although my change is not extravagant, I am content with it. A person can't change in one day. As the saying goes, Rome wasn't build in a day. I believe in constant and never ending improvement, I practice self-reflecting everyday. We are humans, we make mistakes, we are not perfect. But who says it's impossible to work toward that direction? Nothing is impossible. Impossible.




Have a great day!

Ciaoulos!

Half heartedly.

Everything seems so clear now, it's actually him that she wants. She feel at ease when she's with him, maybe it's just her, but when she looks at him, she see someone who can make a difference, someone who's not afraid to be geeky. He makes her want to be all stupid & lame when she's with him. Even when her hair is all frizzy, he still manage to bring out the best in her. Say it's corny, but whenever she think about you she gets butterflies in her stomach. To say she hates this feeling, it would be a lie. But, she can't have him, or maybe, she chose not to. She knows, in the end, she'll end up hurting him. God is great, He probably has better plans for the both of them. It's high time that she lets go of him, I've been setting up traps & he's been the victim, she's a person who has so much to give, but doesn't know how to. He just take & take whatever she have to offer, regardless whether it's the affection & tender love or the tantrums that she's throwing. It's okay, there's noone else I'd rather be with but you, he says. She wants to be with him, but she doesn't really show. Oh, he doesn't know how she longs for his arms to be around her & for her head to be buried in his chest. He doesn't know. He will never know. For she knows what she is capable of, & hurting this fragile boy was never her intention, but she continues doing so. Now she's confused, confused about everything, so he becomes the victim. She's pulling him back in everytime he's back on his feet again. It's love she claims. But deep deep down in her sinned soul, she's still trying to figure out whether it's love, the thrill of chasing, or just a game. The poor boy just takes everything that she throws at her, without ever complaining. There's only one thing in his list, & that's loving the heartless girl.


Just so you guys now, this was just typed down spontaneously. It's not something that actually happened, please take note.

Cheers!

Post number one

Woah, it's been ages since I last blogged. I'm really bad at keeping my blog alive, but this year. I'm gonna try updating and blogging as much as possible. Mainly because I wanna improve on my writing skills, or should I say typing? Either way, I just wanna improve for the better. How has 2010 been treating ya'll? Hope it's being nice and welcoming you with open arms as it has to me. So far, so good. Hope it'll stay that way. Anyway, went over to Sya's house yesterday then Sofy & the rest came to join, managed to catch out with all the latest stuff that I've been missing ever since I shifted to another school. After awhile, Sofy & the rest went home whilst Sya & I went to KFC to get some grub. Combination was pretty awful, which genius came up with hash brown, cheese, lemon sauce & chicken mashed into a burger? But since the both of us were starving we just gobbled it up. Around 8-ish, Sya, Pinky & I went to Alsafa. Shisha-ed for a bit then Robyn came! Was ecstatic to see that BISHH. Ehehe. & I don't wanna get into what happened last night so I'll just stop here. Hope you people have a nice lazy Suday.


Ciaow miaow!

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